Should or shouldn't?

Do you believe in destiny? Do you believe in sings, that things happen for a reason? That the world tries to tell you things? I must say that I wasn’t that sure if I believe in those things but after reviewing my life just a little bit like in the last 3 years, I might have started to believe in it a little bit more and everyday I think it gets more and more real. I don’t know exactly but there’s a feeling, a weird one, that tries to tell me that I shouldn’t do certain things, or that’s what I believe that myself should be doing, telling me no to do what I shouldn’t. I don’t know what to do, the point is that I feel that I should do something, there’s something telling me that I must act; and maybe it’s true.

Sometimes I think I must do something about you and me, about us; that the best for both of us isn’t this that we are doing. And in fact, I know we shouldn’t be seeing each other like we do, that we shouldn’t be caring about us the way we do, or at least the way I do (I know I shouldn’t be saying it in that way, at all, cause I know you do care about me to much); there are many things that we shouldn’t be doing, for the best of both of us. But the fact is that we do it anyway, because we let our feelings to be stronger than us, than the reality, than everything that’s around us, than the world itself… And the best of all is that we know it is wrong, that we shouldn’t be doing it that is not good for either of us, but it feels so right at the same time, just because we want to be with the other and we don’t see anything wrong, at the moment, in letting things happen, letting it flow, we just let it be and LET IT OUT. And is just because I feel so good next to you, it feels so warm, so nice, so cool, I feel so loved… And I feel you feel the same too.