Tu

Te miro y en ti me pierdo

Te pienso y aqui te tengo

Te escucho y comprendo

Que te quiero desde hace tiempo!!

Should or shouldn't?

Do you believe in destiny? Do you believe in sings, that things happen for a reason? That the world tries to tell you things? I must say that I wasn’t that sure if I believe in those things but after reviewing my life just a little bit like in the last 3 years, I might have started to believe in it a little bit more and everyday I think it gets more and more real. I don’t know exactly but there’s a feeling, a weird one, that tries to tell me that I shouldn’t do certain things, or that’s what I believe that myself should be doing, telling me no to do what I shouldn’t. I don’t know what to do, the point is that I feel that I should do something, there’s something telling me that I must act; and maybe it’s true.

Sometimes I think I must do something about you and me, about us; that the best for both of us isn’t this that we are doing. And in fact, I know we shouldn’t be seeing each other like we do, that we shouldn’t be caring about us the way we do, or at least the way I do (I know I shouldn’t be saying it in that way, at all, cause I know you do care about me to much); there are many things that we shouldn’t be doing, for the best of both of us. But the fact is that we do it anyway, because we let our feelings to be stronger than us, than the reality, than everything that’s around us, than the world itself… And the best of all is that we know it is wrong, that we shouldn’t be doing it that is not good for either of us, but it feels so right at the same time, just because we want to be with the other and we don’t see anything wrong, at the moment, in letting things happen, letting it flow, we just let it be and LET IT OUT. And is just because I feel so good next to you, it feels so warm, so nice, so cool, I feel so loved… And I feel you feel the same too.

It really hurts!!

¿Alguna vez han tenido que alejarse de alguien, porque se hacen daño el uno al otro? ¿Por qué la línea que separa la amistad y el amor se ha vuelto tan fina que es casi imposible de ver? ¿Y cuando hasta la vida le ha arrojado una lluvia de señales tratando de decirles que lo mejor es alejarse?

Duele, ¡realmente duele!! Y es que cuando dos personas se llegan a comprender tanto, a entenderse, a saber tanto el uno del otro y hasta casi saber cómo piensa el otro, es imposible evitar llegar a ver a esa persona como algo más que a un amigo. Y por más que lo quieran ocultar, al final siempre surgen, del rincón más profundo de nuestro corazón, ese mundo de emociones y sentimientos que se hace difícil ya de esconder; y que siempre habían estado allí, jugando con nosotros mismos a no existir, a asomar las narices por las esquinas de la felicidad cuando las risas son interminables, y a escurrirse por los huecos que dejan las lagrimas y las tristezas; y es entonces cuando nos damos cuenta, de que esa persona siempre ha estado ahí, y que sin querer simplemente la amamos! Y es cuando surgen las esperanzas, las ilusiones, los sueños… las ganas de compartir más y más, de simplemente estar allí.

A veces la vida se torna más bella, pero en ocasiones la misma nos dice a gritos, que no queremos escuchar, que simplemente no nos toca, que nos es el momento. Y es cuando, de repente, todo se va nublando y queremos obviar todo aquello que nos quiere hacer imposible que soñemos, que intenta derribar nuestras ilusiones y que juega con nuestras esperanzas; deseando luchar hasta el último respiro, y solo porque de verdad creemos que es posible y que vale la pena. Pero al final cuando las dudas y la inseguridad nos hacen ver quizá la realidad, la razón rodeada de confusión termina rindiéndose ante los gritos desesperados de la vida. Y todo se esfuma.

A ReAl FriEnd

iS tHe oNe whO wAlKs In,

WhEn thE reSt oF The wOrlD

waLkS ouT!!!

Emoció, alegría, ganas de gritar, amor, adrenalina, pasión, protegida, cuidado peligro!! y me desperte y solo fue un sueño, pero no queria que acabara; parecia tan real

Love architecture!!!

When I took the decision I wasn’t really sure of it; I mean, I knew what it was but I didn’t know what it really involve and how hard it really was; so I filled in the blank space followed by “career” with architecture at the college application. I had a vague idea of it, but, based on that, I was sure that it was what I wanted, so that was it.

My first day I was pretty nervous, what will I do? Will I like it? But as soon as I started to realize how it will really be and all the things we’ll learn and all others we could be at the end of it, I fall in love with.

I must say that since my first semester I started to stop sleeping in several occasions, all the assignment were pretty hard and it seems that it will never end; and even though I find my passion, I enjoy it even sometimes I just want to stop and let everything go, I just think it’s where I belong, it’s my world.

Although it gets harder and harder in every design, and even there are millions of things we must know and learn and other millions we must do, I like architecture more and more, crazy, no? It might sound like it but it’s just where I can be myself and express who I am; that’s why I like after all; and I’m sure there are many who share this thought with me.